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Magazine feat. ME + car accident+ surgery update

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 13, 2013, 8:02 PM

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Page 74-78 feature my photos and an interview :D

I'm a little disappointed though...because they told me it was going to be a 6 page spread and asked me for 10 photos that were all to be featured...but they only fit half the photos in and didn't ask me which I'd prefer, Some great photographers who's hard work I wanted to show off didn't get any recognition :(

Not to mention they shortened all of my answers for the interview...

Ah well.

It still feels nice getting some recognition for MY hard work as a model. And I'm very grateful that I'm featured in the magazine. =] Not to mention. My BIGGEST model inspiration is the cover model for this magazine and she acknowledged me and everything. I fangirled hard. lol.


Anyways..

I got into a car accident two nights ago. No I wasn't driving. I was in the passenger's seat and go the car rammed into my arm.
I'm okay, I just have some bruising and a sore arm, but I'm absolutely traumatized by this. About a minute before this happened, I just had a terrible feeling that something was going to happen. My whole body tensed up and I held onto the seat and just freaked out. Next thing I know we're almost flipped over in a snow bank on the high way. Thought we were going to be fine until a guy hit us going at least 60 mph, denting the truck door right into my arm. Thank GOD we were in a truck. Although the truck isn't drivable any more, it didn't get nearly as damaged as the guy who hit us. His car LOOKS un-drivable. While Ryan's truck just looks dented and stupid. But the whole frame is out of whack or whatever.

Now onto my surgery I need to have...

The person's credit I was going to use was denied. He has better credit than anyone else I know who'd be willing to help me. Meaning, I can't borrow the money and make monthly payments. I have o pay $6,500 up front to get my surgery, since my insurance won't cover it.

It's okay though I guess because my mother and I are going to sue the crap out of my biological father and the hospital that was supposed to take care of me and check me out when I was a baby..
And between the physical damage and emotional trauma the whole thing has caused (including the depression I've been plagued with for more than half a decade) we're pretty sure my whole surgery is going to get covered.

Regardless, I'm still selling things and accepting paypal donations to any of you generous people who want to help a girl fix her fracture.

I'm trying my hardest to find a job so I can get my surgery asap. And I'm taking dreads/cyberlox commissions. Mainly cyberlox though since those don't hurt my wrists to make and they sell for me. I really need the money and I really can't handle doing much with my hurt arm right now. So if you want to purchase cyberlox, please, purchase away!

I love you guys.

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:icondawns-envy:
~Dawns-Envy Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Good luck Hun! Hope it all works out for you. :hug:
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:icondawns-envy:
~Dawns-Envy Feb 17, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome! <3
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:iconanchorcrab:
I can't shell out money for your surgery right now, but I feel I should at least offer my sympathy. I know what it's like to be depressed. I remember what it's like to feel true despair- that feeling that the situation is hopeless, that there is no solution to life's problems. But know this: you do not suffer alone. Everybody goes through hell at some time or another. Some people are just better at hiding their issues than others are. It's certainly a sad thought, but I believe hope can be derived from it if one has the right mindset. If you think about it, there are people that have made it through problems just as bad or worse than ours. If they can, you can also. I know this because I overcame depression myself. It's hard, but not impossible. Hang in there.
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:iconjarrak:
Congrats on the magazine, and yikes on the accident, that's very scary! Glad you are okay! :)
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:iconrisingsunkiku:
Nikki, you have an entire fanbase willing to help support you. Give the word and you'll have an army at your disposal. Happy Valentine's day, knowing you're going to be ok is the best gift I'll get this year. =3
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:iconnikkinevermore:
Aww you're so sweet, thank you!:heart:
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:iconrisingsunkiku:
-Blushes- N-no, I'm just a loyal fan like any other. Besides, I think there's a special hell for those who don't at least to offer pretty women in their time of need.... I sound rather Tsundere now...
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